it's by Box Car Racer
a song called "Elevator".
The building turned it's back ignored my call,
The concrete looks too thin to break my fall,
The sunset stretched across this nighttime scene,
I counted people as I neared the street below,
Whoa-oa-oa
Below
Whoa-oa-oa
I saw it all I saw it all go down,
The shadow grew as he approached the ground,
The sunset stretched across this nighttime scene,
They turned away as he came near the street below,
Whoa-oa-oa
Below
Whoa-oa-oa
Below
Whoa-oa-oa
Lets forget this all move on
Lets forget this all move on
Lets forget this all move on
Lets forget this all move on
Lets forget this all move on
Lets forget this all move on
Lets forget this all move on
Another meal taken on
Monday, May 30, 2005
Saturday, May 28, 2005
like always, i had training. was kinda tiring. it was hills, 20 times. was totally shacked. was surprised that i could last the day. after the hills was stretching. used to dread it. stretching is when coach actually stretches us. we trackers have first hand experience of WWE action. haha. it's really pain sometimes and you actually can feel your bones "cracking".
so training was over. and i had to change and rush over to Ben's house. oh ya.
Happy Belated 14th Birthday BEN!
it was his birthday yesterday.
didn't get him anything yet. i am not the best person at buying stuff for others. it's either i am out of ideas or too lazy. in this case, it's both. haha. sorry la. no one's perfect. so i took a cab to his house as he was blaming me for being late and shit. sorry again. i didn't know that i had to be there by 12. i was a little to early also what.. when we went over to wild wild wet, it wasn't even open. it only opens at 1. we were too early.
at Wild Wild Wet...
we had lots of fun. Qi Yang, Eduard, Marcus and Mathias went. don't know if i spelt his name right. but yeah. he's somehow in this "group" of ours now. i don't know him well. Nicholas wasn't invited. cos Ben said he isn't his close friend. haha. i thought they were. hmm.
Wild Wild Wet would be boring if you went with the wrong people. in my case, the people were nothing less than perfect to be with. there were very few rides there. the scariest one was the "Samsung Slide-Up". which was really a skating "U" which was really mild compared to others i've been to. but it was all alright. being with the right people really makes a different. it's how you want to enjoy yourself too. and i did. te best "ride" of all wasn't really an actual ride but a "river" around most of the theme park. don't know what it's called, but it was great for me as we could all slack together on floats, going many rounds around the park. really enjoyable and relaxing. then there was a ride were it's something like fanasy island's "medusa", a half-pipe type of slide where a few people sit in a big float and released down the slide la. it wasn't the greatest but up to standard. the first time we rode it was really boring. cos we held on the the float. but we discovered it was more fun if we didn't. so we went a few times more. it rocked! much faster and it really went from one side of the pipe to the other. then it was posing for the camera which made it even better. wouldn't mind going again but i'll have to wait a little longer or else i'll get sick of it. cos there are so few rides to take in so much time. a bit... sian.
so we wet back to Ben's house after drying up and changing. we played pool and bathed there before going to millenia walk for dinner. his sister's p6 friends came too. i had to sit next to them. haha. Thaddeus (he and Gregory joined us for dinner) sabo-ed me! haha. i almost had to sit with them alone but fortunately, with the switching of seats, i didn't.
having a full and nice dinner, cutting the cake and all, we went to catch a movie. had to beg with my mommy (and dad) to go. wasn't so happy after begging, cos i did take scolding from them. it's kinda fucked, always on my heels just because of my fuckin' exam results.
anyway, we watched Star Wars. i was bored, watching it for the second time. there was one quiet part in the movie were the younglings and padawans died, i made some sniffing noises. then the guy in front stared at me and asked,"what's your problem?" i should have said "financial" and would've got beaten up. haha. kidding. it was kinda scary cos it was late at night and anything could've happened. but who cares? haha.
right after the movie, Ben's mom sent us home. how kind of her. i owe him a present. don't know what to give.
oh well. i guess that rounds the blog entry up.
Another meal taken on
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
okay.since i'm free before i go for tuition, i am blogging now.these few days haven't been the best. let's just say i've had much MUCH better days.okay. first thing, i've been suspended. now i am a normal student of ACSI. just because of one incident and two people. what happened was, during a life science lesson, Chuan Yu insulted me in a way that you'll never want to insult me in. so i blew it. actually, it was not really because of that one insult. he'd been irritating me and shit, so it jus bottled up and exploded. my life science teacher. after that insult, i pushed over Chuan Yu's table and went out of control. started shouting at him and stuff. all of this happened in front of a fucker named terrence ng. that fucking gay bitch sent us to the front office to go see Tan See Keng, our discipline head. it's not this that made me hate that bitch even more (i hated him since last year, he was my PW teacher. sucked.). somehow, TSK wasn't at the office. we waited there for 15 minutes before Azman, my PCT came walking by. he asked what both of us were doing there. i told him exactly what happened, and he told us to make up and just walk back to class. so we did. everything was settled.or so i thought...two days later, before school started, i went with Thaddeus and Marcus to the SAC to get something to eat. then Bongard was there. he talked to me about the incident, and focused on the two people, Chuan Yu and the gay fucker. yeah. about showing them respect and all. the bitch doesn't give me respect, why should i give him respect? Chuan Yu's okay at times but he can be bloody irritating la. how did Bongard know? it seemed that that bastard sent an already settled situation to all the teachers "concerned" about the incident. what the fuck. then a week later, after Vesak day, a day ago, my discipline councillor, Daryl talked to me about it. and he suspended me there and then. i don't blame him la. but yeah. things are fucked. and somehow, i'm still missing her. then the next thing, my results. i did quite badly. but i do have some subjects that i am proud of, and of course some subjects that i really have given up on. okay. these are the results: english: 77%(top in class) mathematics:45% (my first time failing. ever.) literature:68% physics and chem (physical sciences):74%(third in class! haha.) bio(life sciences):42%(kinda ironic eh.) art:78% chinese:66% geography:81% history:72% average:67%. wtf. i am sad. may not be able to make it for IB. i fucked everything up.
Another meal taken on
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Friday, May 20, 2005
my phone.
it got stolen.
fuck fuck fuck.
my life was in there. reminders, schedules, ringtones. every fucking thing.
now i have to tell my father aand he's not gonna comfort me. he's probably gonna screw me. i am fucking sad and pissed. why does these things always have to happen to me. it's probably gonna take my parents a few months to buy me a new one just to show how irresponsible i am. i am not. maybe an irresponsible prefect but not a normal guy. i fucking guarded it with my life. and some guy just had to make my day, taking my handphone. now with my mobile communication gone,i don't know what to do. it was my mp3 player too. fuck! my day was going on swell and this just had to happen. i don't think i'll ever get it back. it's one of the best phones i have ever come across. all different shit in one phone. it was fucking good. i just had to have someone to take the fucking phone away from me while i was changing.
everything is gone. reminds me of her. i know it's kinda funny but everytime something goes wrong i think about her. not losing her but actually having her. yeah. i am sad. hm.
Another meal taken on
Friday, May 20, 2005
Monday, May 16, 2005
okay. it's been exactly two weeks. not since i last blogged but yeah. dunno if she remembers. i don't know what she wants. bet she's forgetten about it anyway. i don't know what to do. i've actually came to the log in page for blogger, but was too lazy or too uninspired to blog or even log in. there've been lots of distractions like friends and all. so i haven't been blogging. so it's been a long while since i've last blogged. sorry. was kinda caught up with exams and stuff. yeah. and now it's post exams. the first day of post examinations was quite slack. but i am still dreading school. don't really know why. but i guess it's the prefect responsibilties and meetings and all. how bongard and the council is running the board is really crappy. so what if we're supposed to be the leaders and example-setters of the school? does that mean it's no fun and all serious? bullshit la. and because of all that, i can't play inter-house soccer that i paid for. so fucked! i want another fucking medal. is that too much to ask? i wanna fucking play. anyway, today, we barely had lessons. oh yeah! which reminds me. i hafta hand in my bloody PC file. i hate Mr Azman. he's an assman. he's my PCT (Pastoral-Care Teacher) and he thinks he's the biggest guy on the planet. he's a bloody poser. he speaks as if he knows everything. he doesn't. he's only a fucking ex-prison warden with a pot belly. fucking irritating. i've been telling my friends that if i didn't have the tie and badge, I would totally make things difficult for him. seeing his stupid face just disgusts me. and talking about "if i weren't a prefect...", if i weren't a prefect, i would do many thing. i wouldn't give a shit about getting a demerit. just want to make life miserable for those who really piss me off. for example, Gerard. the class' asshole. eveeryone and i mean everyone hates him. he has friends.. i guess.. but no true friends. his friends are those who really do not have any other friends and hang out with him. his life ambition is to irritate people. at least that's what i conclude from seeing what he does. he steals and loves to piss people off. i don't know how to control him. booking isn't enough. why am i talking about him? my happier life... on saturday, eduard and marcus came over to my house. we play Fifa Street and Table-tennis. it's always fun to have friends around during your boring weekends. later in the afternoon, qi yang and ben came over too. we continued playing Ping-pong and soon decided to play REAL soccer.haha. so we went to the nature reserve to play. it wasn't really really fun but it COULD do. we made use of nature's resources okay! we collected leaves and piled them on top of each other. it was the goal posts! haha. we stopped after a while la. BORING! 2 vs 3 isn't that fun. so we sat down to talk and crap about stuff. initially, we wanted to play police and thief and freeze and melt. but qi yang said he outgrew these games. but as marcus said "there's a child in all of us". which is kinda true. haha. it can be fun okay, playing catching and all.so we skipped catching and played free kicks. haha. marcus screwed his up cos i stood beside the ball he was gonna kick, shaking my legs as if i were to sabotage the kick. obviously, i didn't.so we got bored of taking free kicks and played "monkey" soccer-style. then, guess who came? my dad. haha. he and my mommy tried to sneak up upon us but i was too sharp. haha. they sat on the benches quietly but i spotted them. my dad then suggested that we play 3-a-side soccer. so we agreed la. we used the "O.. Peh.. Som" way of choosing teams. haha. kinda funny. so it was my dad, eduard and i in one team, and qi yang, marcus and ben in another. the game started off slow but was quite fun as it progressed. our team was owning the others. haha. father and son duo plus eduard. so we went home, tired and sweaty. they continued playing table-tennis while i slacked, watching them. we're all quite pro. haha. i was too tired to play la. dinner came, and we occupied the whole dinner table. we then shared ghost stories actual accounts. i shared mine, where i actually saw a ghost, at the exact plot of land i am typing this at, different house. it was really freaky. the night was ending... marcus needed to go home, ben's parents were coming. what did we do? we marched. well, not me la. but them. yeah. the shouted out marching commands and marched while i took videos of them. it was hell. hell funny. if that wasn't enough, we did spoofs of army situations. it was funny too. all i did was capture it on video. i laughed my socks off. okay. everyone left. everyone but eduard. yeap. eduard. who else but eduard. he wanted to stay over so ya, he did. after my bath, we went down to the TV room AGAIN, to play Fifa Street. he wanted to start a new Fifa career so i let him. i couldn't keep awake so i slept on the comfy couch. when i woke up, he was watching the National Geographic Channel. wtf? haha. the NGC?! up till now i am still trying to figure out why. is it because he didn't know how to change the channel, or was he attracted to fish(it was about fishes)? the next day, after church, marcus came over again. we had to watch boring TV until eduard joined us. cos eduard brought home my Fifa Street. the day ended quite dully. it was kinda boring la. ping pong and ps2.what's new. hmm. i am tiring out. just tiring out. xD have a good night.
Another meal taken on
Monday, May 16, 2005